If only life had a pause button
Then maybe, I would have paused it
when you told me that you loved me the most
If only life had a pause button
Then maybe, I would have paused it
When you held me tight and kissed me madly
As our hearts beat faster, As I blushed and hid my face in your heartbeats
If only life had a pause button
Then maybe, I would have paused it
When you took my hand and wrapped it around you
As we raced across the streets, As I blushed and hid my face in your hands

But, life only had fast forwards
It rushed forward, it ran forward, it galloped forward
And, somewhere across the rampant journey
I became not so special, I became a nuisance
The kisses turned to words that stung my soul
The hugs turned to ropes that choked me breathless
But, I still believed in us, I still believed in you

And I asked you, maybe we can forget this?
Maybe we can apologize to each other?
And, you laughed out loud mockingly
And, you asked me why should you apologize
Well, that was true. It was always my fault
It was always my stupidity, my idiocracy

And, as I curled down in a knot of excruciating pain
I asked you, maybe we can forget this?
Maybe we can say that we love each other?
And, you laughed out mockingly
And, you asked me why should you love me
Well, that was true. There was nothing left to love in me
I was broken, battered and crumbled into a heap of bones
Bones that didn’t know how to earn love!

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